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& PROFILE
LSH.♥CLICK. ♥TYZ.
& HEAR
&I don't understand why there's no music video for this song. Enjoy the music & simply ignore this lame video. Thankyou. (: & LINKS
Amelia
Crystal
Jiayan
Jiaojun
Jolene
Junhe
Kaiting
KennyNeo
Limying
Lindy
Mingshuang
Nazreen
Serene
Shauna
Shutterfly
Tabitha
Wenjie
Xuemin
Yvonne
& ARCHIVES
July 2006
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Bituwin -
template Words from Before It's Too Late by Goo Goo Dolls. &SHUT THE HELL UP.
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Saturday, September 30, 2006
EXPRESS POST.
though i said i'm not gonna post, but i think i can't resist the temptation on a friday night. okay, let's recall. i was almost being hit by a bus, and two cars for three times in 5 days. how interesting. my best seat under the fan was changed to a corner seat, right infront of the switches, like i'm some kind of switch operator. started on study sessions this week, it was pretty tiring though. had english&higherchinese paper 1. english was a no-inspirations composition which i think i'm close to failing it. higherchinese was much better, exlcuding mdmgoh who was quite extra. fancy practising favouritism just after exams by tapping tables and letting others go first, except the mischevious ones. sad to say, i'm one of them. bad health condition to start the day with, had an sore eye overnight and running nose too. feeling so sick, using those tissues during exams to dap my eye and later on, wipe my nose. things will turn better, i hope. "everything in this world has their own destinied ending, perservering[question] may not be the best solution, because in the end, it may end up to be nothing." -HCL composition. "perservering[question] doesn't means that you'll be able to get what you want in the end, but when you didn't even try, it means that you'll not be able to get it forever." -HCL composition. p.s. translated into english. smiles[; random- that tap on my shoulder was electrifying, hmm.
Friday, September 29, 2006
BROTHER ZILIAN. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() COOL. ![]() ![]() CUTE~ ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() junhe.amanda.WARPED. ![]() ![]() ZHIJIE, WARPED. ![]() AMANDA, WARPED AGAIN. ![]() JUNHE. WARPED ONCE MORE. ![]() SIAN. ![]() WOOH. ![]() ![]() ![]() COCONUTIVE. ![]() WHOA, RUTING. NO PHOTOGRAPHS PLEASE. ![]() ![]() SHITING. ![]() EMPTY PIZZA BOXES. ![]() ![]() LIMYING'S CAKE. ![]() JONANTHAN'S AWFUL FULL NAME. ![]() AWFUL GUY.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
attention to all.
i'll not be posting for the coming weeks because of upcoming exams. however, you may see me online, but not more than half an hour. but my handphone is available though, haha. goodluck for those who're having exams. smiles, the owner of this blog. sihui x]
"there's always an in & out in everything."
today, when i was having my so-called dinner which is actually desert, i thought of this sentence. make sense? let me elaborate. examples. 1. go in the toilet, must come out. 2. put your stationaries in your pencil, must come out. 3. put in earplugs, must take out. 4. eat smthg, get digested also must get out. 5. get into a relationship also must break up. 6. go primary school also must leave school. 7. born into this world also must die and leave this world. ... and so on, blahblahblah~ time reserved for you tonight, smiles x]
Saturday, September 23, 2006
CRAP, i'm bored~
was doing my maths hmwk since it's the only hmwk that we had for the weekend. halfway through, i realised i'm stuck. so i went to approach my jiejie who was chatting on the phone with her boyfriend, and i was told some weird solution and in the end, my jiejie can't figure out either. gonna lock myself at home tomorrow to complete those overdue maths assignments, if not i seriously can't make it. sian-.- [HMM] received the optionform for the combinations next year, and i was, 'sian-.-' why do we have to make so many decisions in life? and once we made it, we can't change it even if it turns out bad. and every single decision will affect and thus determine the future ahead of us, which honestly sucks. went to my jiejie for advice again, since she had already past that phrase 3years ago. [GOODNESS] well, she asked me to take the last combination. the very last one, and i was like speechless? although i ought to admit that the combination fits me the best, among the others. and most importantly, there's coregeography. and who knows? i may get stanleylim for that, haha. [TALKING BOUT MATHS] feel like taking Amaths, however, there's a possibility that i can't cope with it, though i can get into the third class with Amaths and puresciences. yet, on the other hand, my jiejie commented that maths are easier when you reach sec3, and a miracle may happen-.- she said there were cases whereby pple did badly in Emaths, and fabulous for Amaths. not to mention, flunk Amaths and a C for Emaths. [NOW SCIENCE] again, my jiejie said that combscience is easier to study, compared to pure [DUH!]. she even suggested that i take pure first, and if i can't cope, drop to combscience, then i'll be a genius in combscience [=.=]. [HYPOTHESIS] my jiejie thinks that i belong to the slackers' company and more towards ARTS, quite true. and since i like physicalgeography, i should take coregeography because elective is mostly humangeography. my maths can't make it. my science can't make it either. elective literature is somehow too intensive for me, though my english standard can make it [LOL!]. and so on. [CONCLUSION] i think i'm going to take- english, maths, mothertongue, elechistory, socialstudies, coregeography, combscience and lastly, food&nutrition. but what happens to my HCL then? i don't think i can study HCL if i'm in the last combination, goddamnit. thus, i said, EVERYTHING'S A QUESTION MARK. and this is how a question mark looks like. ? =.=
Friday, September 22, 2006
today. had geography again, and stanleylim is so funny. haha, he's great, and i find him so adorable today! then science, which i spent copying thematic because i only managed to copy 1page. later on maths once again, and mrang was so full of actions eh. do so manymany actions just to explain the maths fomula or something, can't stop laughing with clement.
then, cme which kinda sucks because tanmuimui don't allow me to go out. think she somehow know i wanna pon, haha. but after all those crapping of hers, she finally agreed. headed to 2g for a chitchat session, and it turned out that they had just drove their teacher away. haha, so stupid. had chinese once again, and mdmgoh was so frustrated with us. and thus, grace, xuemin, limying, ruting and i decided to irritate her further and we did a LOUD RAWR! haha, and she reprimanded us once more. so bored while doing the chinese questions, so threw a sweet at grace who was sound asleep, lol. she woke up and was close to hacking me, hee. headed home after school because there was no CO due to the whatsoever. at the bridge, there was this huge gyu who stood at the edge of the staircase, not moving a single muscle. well, that freaked serene and me out. i was holding my breath when i went past him, goodness. napped for 6hours, and this is the result of not having sufficient sleep for the whole week. my sister was kinda caring nowadays eh, keep on asking me to study and stop using the computer. haha. better get off the computer and study le bah, if not i'll surely get it from my sister when she returns. woohoo~ `everything's a question mark. random [2g]- eeks, creating a private blog just to write about your discontent bout others is just a cowardly act. disability to face up to reality, i can't help it but feel sorry for this kind of ass. i don't like you at all, that's a fact. and i repeat, i don't have to pretend that i do either.
Thursday, September 21, 2006
amelia, if u're seeing this post. i just want to say,
one of the worst thing that you can do, is to hang up on me. and u did it. thanks huh. wth. ![]() WOOH. hmm. had a fun-filled pe for the first two periods, played frisbee along with- limying, gladys, xuemin, weitien, grace, crystal, ruting, yoketing and shiting. we even played the onedew that 1d'o5 invented during the sec1 orientationcamp last year, which ended up some fell down. well, yoketing fell the worst! haha, sad man. and we also played eaglecatchchicks. haha, it was LOL. had maths and i don't understand a single thing because i'm dozing off again. had geography and adorable stanleylim told us a joke but we couldn't catch any balls until he said that it was meant to be a joke. immediately, the whole class broke into laughter to entertain him. haha, and he couldn't stop saying we're patronising him, lol. later on, chinese again. was pretty fed up due to some things, and became attituded. thinking back, i can't believe that i actually rolled my eyes at mdmgoh and gave her attitude. well, not to mention, how impolite i was. but heckcare, she sucks anyway. then english, munchun&pk&clement&i were being chased out for not doing the poem. LOL, so stupid. then who knows? xuemin&weidong who copied my englishhmwk were being called upon to answer the same question, and expectedly, both gave the same answer. haha, fanny thought they copied each other's. we were given a scolding again. had assembly. pon co. went library study. and headed home. didn't had breakfast and lunch, only dinner and bubbletea. no appetite i guess. hmm.
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
CHANGED SONG- PERHAPS LOVE.
hmm. today.
had literature and i was asked by mdmsamboo to wash my face because i'm dozing off in her class, kinda paiseh eh. haha, later on, english. the whole class was being chided for leaving books under their desks and as a punishment, for every one book we left, we have to copy one page of thematic, which was like "WHAT?" and the so unfortunate me had to copy 5 pages, but at least i'm considered quite lucky compared to the rest? haha, some had up to 13, i think. guess my hand is gonna suffer a great deal tonight. later on, ACE and we received our exam time-table and another "WHAT?" because mathematics was placed at the last day. however, i feel that the arrangement this time round is much better though, at least geography is not with literature. hmm, had science and everyone was kinda restless. teachers are just simply rushing through topics nowadays, but thanks goodness, no mrang today, haha. and during the freetime when mdmgoh had not arrived, i had great fun with coconutchua! haha, and according to her blog, i was strangling her? and nonono, in fact, i was just giving her neck a massage lah. haha, it was pretty enjoyable when coconutchua piggybacked me, so perhaps i can ask for MORE tmr, hehe. followed by mdmgoh, which was boring~ slept after i've completed the assigned work and ended up with a bloody red patch on my forehead. reminds me of 'baogong' anyway, lol. after school, and blahblahblah~ RANDOM [the one beside]- don't try to act friendly with me eh, you should know clearly that i don't take that. perhaps you ought to reflect on those messages that you sent ytd to limying, don't end everything simply by the word, misunderstanding. and all thanks to you that resulted in my strained friendship with clement, stop putting words into others' mouths for goodness sake. you're seriously getting onto my nerves with every movement of yours, damnyou.
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
today.
skipped one fanny's period and chitchatted at the foyer while waiting for the arrival of mrs sim. it was pretty entertaining though. returned to class and fanny kinda gave us an expected disgusted look, so yarh. practised oral again, almost dozed off. had cme which i slept through the whole period, and later on maths and i happened to be half-awake, in another words, half-asleep. hmm. after recess, clarencechang discussed with the class about transsexuals and whatsoever. somehow, i feel like puking man. no offence though, hmm. had science which turns out to be another sleeping session, frankly speaking, no one seems interested anyway. had geography later on, and it was nice. well, i love geography because stanleylim is so darn adorable, haha, jurassicpark. interesting. had english oral after school, quite alright. fanny commented that my reading was the weakest because i'm not expressive enough and well, monotonous [i tried being expressive eh!] and my conversation was the strongest. i was somewhat taken aback, because i thought i may flunk that. anyway, headed to library and managed to complete an overdue maths assignment out of the many. special thanks to limying for her kind coaching, lol. went to northpoint and took a bus home with twinie. smiles[: `if having means losing it over time, what's the point of wanting it in the first place? RANDOM [2g]- i don't have to pretend that i like you when i don't. so accept my attitude or better still, get lost from my sight. sickening ass.
Monday, September 18, 2006
![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() TWISTS, AMELIA. ![]() ![]() OUR DRINKS AFTER BADMINTON. ![]() ![]() OVERLY-HAPPY SERENE.
just so great, i just got shouted by my sister to shut up when i was actually talking to my mama. sian-.- anyway, today was quite a so-so day. seriously, i can't believe i just passed my bloody maths test which i had expected a higher grade. ARGH. just great. and those maths homework are just weighing me down, does mrang thinks that we're robots or smthg? as if rushing through those topics will be of much help, always repeating "it's up to you..", damnyou, though you resembles SNOOPY. humpf.
had some darn boring lessons, and it's finally after school. the usual peeps were off to see great old mrs sim, it turned out that we had to sign some agreement and whatsoever. so there goes my $15 to that brandless bag, which my mama said that i have to pay myself. frankly speaking, i only told her i threw the bag around, haha. i can't really imagine her reaction if she were to know that i threw the bag down from the second floor? lol, so that's it. ohya, and during literature, xuemin&grace who tried to make fun of me, got back at themselves instead. so they simply shouted, "SIHUI, SHUTUP!" and unexpectedly, the whole class went silent and mdmsamboo was like "who was that?" and wanted both of them to see her after that. it was so HAHAHA. well, i can't stop laughing because it's so darn hilarious. sad case lah, xuemin&grace. boohoo~ went off to celebrate AMELIA'S birthday, haha. had KFC which pretty oily yet delicious, and headed to yvonne's house for project and later on, few games of badminton which really rocks. not to mention, there were a few gongfu masters doing weird actions, somehow like taiji. that really made us laughoutlouds, haha. chatted with amelia and had a light dinner at mac before going home. god, it's homework again. i'm so sick and tired of it. argh. bah, photos coming up next[: RANDOM- HAPPY 14th BLOODY BIRTHDAY TO AMELIA TEO! woohoo~ SIHUI LOVES AMELIA, ROCK`ON BABE. SMILES[:
Sunday, September 17, 2006
supposed to go for performance today, but woke up and ended up not feeling well again. sian-.- slept most of the day because there was this headache bugging me, so the only way to shrug it off is to sleep and forget the pain. my aunt came to visit us today. and i'm gonna rush all my homework out today- one week of maths assignments, my d&t folio, etc. i have no bloody choice but to do them because they are all too overdue. argh, my headache's coming back. oh great.
everything's will soon became past. because i'm going to lose you soon. ![]() lazy to upload some stupid pictures, so made it into a collage. once and for all. those animals are just inside! hahaha. for more information, you may ask me[:
Saturday, September 16, 2006
haha. it's time to update and post some darn stupid pictures here. and i shall say, today's a eventful day? hmm.
woke up late again, and limying had to call a taxi to specially fetch me and bring us to chungchengmain for the flash competition. it was pretty entertaining, and i found the buffet nice, haha. had a wonderous time spotting animal faces among the audience- toad, wugui yeye [tortoise grandpa], bulldog, mushroom head, pig, etc. haha, it's nice there. had fun taking some stupid pictures on the bus and kinda got chided by mrchua, lol. but who cares? headed to northpoint and had swensen, great time there, along with limying, weitien and xuemin. we even did a good deed by filling up the feedback form and complaining a staff named salina to the managers. it started because i asked for more tissues because they did not give enough, so this lady gave me a stack of tissues and even said that if it's not enough, she'll give me a BIG packet [she even emphasise the word BIG with her hands!], so -.- walked around and went home. fell asleep unexpectedly and woke up late. i was supposed to meet amelia&amanda at four but ended up waking up at four. no choice, i was late for an hour. reached j8 and jiayan called to say that Sweety's cd was OFS at j8, went back to northpoint in hope of buying one but to no avail. had to go back to j8 and squeezed through the crowd just to see Sweety and take a picture of them. feel like squashing those tall heads and breaking those arms that were sticking out with their cameras and handphones, because they all blocked my view! or to be exact, i'm shorter than them. haha, but one way or another, i managed to snap a few shots. then i saw ward queueing up eh, but i doubt he saw me though he knew that i'm there, lol. squeezed out and bought some yummy food to fill out empty stomach, was starving man. bought some 'dragonbeard' and screwed up while taking the photo because i choked, and the powder flew all over. [refer to the pic.] then we were joking that amelia was the guy, and i'm supposed to be his girlfriend. lol, so cool lah. however, some time later, i think i ate something damn wrong and had a terrible stomachache. so headed home not long after, hmm. returned home and thought i'll be fast asleep, but only to find out how worn out i am and how i can't get into my dreamland. i was wondering how long is this gonna last? seriously, i don't think my body can take it any longer, hai. random- i feel like strangling the person next to me! ARGH. and seriously, i don't believe that bag of yours cost $9o. if that's the case, my crumpler costs $5oo~ yeahright. humpf.
Friday, September 15, 2006
hmm, okay. let's update on today's happenings.
i woke up late today, because i stayed up the night to complete my sister's chinese project which i failed to do so. i was like cracking my skull but to no avail, so i decided to turn in because it soon became headache. hope she won't blame me if she failed her jc promotions? lol. took my own sweet time to school and arrived at bout 8.10am, i think. went to the lake there and the frogs were croaking so loudly, ecology is cool! haha. had maths test later on, which i think i'll most probably flunk it. sad to say, maths has never been my forte, much more, i think it's gonna pull me down a great deal for the streaming. hmm, had recess and ate for the sake of eating. but it's more like a laughing session for amelia&me. according to limying [sat the table beside us], i'm the only one laughing my head off while everyone's eating, lol. nicholas and zach for arguing over some things which i found it somehow, lol? hmm. skipped 3periods [2cme&1HCL] to collect CO funds around the whole school, along with crystal, yvonne, ruting and yoketing. i saw my mermer in 4f? haha, perhaps i shouldn't get too excited. crystal&ruting were talking about some disgusting stuffs at the staircase and we were laughing like mad, god. then yoketing and ruting went to the washroom so crystal&i were left alone. then there was this deafening siren, i stood up and even asked crystal if we were supposed to escape? how stupid-.- returned to class and were being punished, sat at the backdoor outside class, chatting. bell rang, and te few of us went to look for great mrs sim. so the whole main point of the talk is- compensation. so that means, we're supposed to buy him an exact bag and wash his old bag which means returning him two same bags and compensate his spolit stationaries. so be it, because i felt that it's somehow worth it. i got off quite easily because i looked pale? hmm, great one. not to mention, my short tie is saved, haha. think there's more explaining and lectures on monday, hmm. skipped co, cause i feel like having a day off. so nice to exercise my muscles again, badminton's nice. watched the basketball match, not too bad. another laughing session for amelia&amanda&me! haha, great lame-ing time. had bubbletea before heading home[: random[ACS]- please stop replying to my personal msgs, will you?
Thursday, September 14, 2006
hmm. bad day. think i ate too much guava yesterday night and had a serious stomach upset. couldn't get up and go to school because i'm too weak to even walk, let alone go to school. rested and slept till 12 since i only got to sleep at 4 this morning. when i woke up, my mama told me that miss see called her to ask her bout my health condition. headed to school later on for boring co. had a bloody headache and headed home with junhe.
miss see knew about the whole bag incident and never did i expect that the consequences will be so severe. just by vandalising a bag, the whole thing went to our favourite dm which means that i'm gonna be sack from my perfect position. godblessme yeah. however, i had to admit that we went too far this time round. it was just a moment of rashness? hmm, yeah. think had to face the music tmr, with dm and the bunch of teachers. really felt that i've let down miss see's high hopes and concern for me. i'm pricked by my own conscience, argh. and what's more, i'm gonna drag my friends in. even if they did do something to that damn bag, i just felt that i'm at fault. i guess, it's one of the most serious case of vandalism, haha. hope that the dm won't do anything to me, like whatever public display. hope that the others will get off the hook safely. hope that everything will be like before. hope that miss see won't be so upset. hope that my self-motivation will return. hope that i'll be like before. hope that we'll be like the past. hope this and hope that, i'm hopeless. i'll pray hard for her, because she is my bestfriend for years. i don't mean to shout at you, really. i was really frustrated back then, because i'm worried for you and the others. though we aren't like the past, but you still mean alot to me. no matter what happens, i've always put you before me, just like always. that period of time had really drift us apart, as if we are on the two ends of the world. what you wrote on your blog really saddens me, i'm left speechless. it's really a friendship test for most of us, presently. hai. random- some people should really own up to what they did. shirking responsibility just shows how cowardly you are. come on, show some life.
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
hmm. nothing much. not feeling very well today, but still alright. took some pictures today, with limying and our robot plus 2d. think i gonna take more pictures with 2d, time's running out. had english before recess and practiced the oral thingy. i read emotionless, and got a low mark for that. then i skipped my recess because miss see wanted to see me. hmm, it was quite a motivational talk. and blahblahblah~ what a tiring day.
Tuesday, September 12, 2006
can't everyone just shut up and leave me alone?
can't you just grant me some peace, for goodness sake? i really abhor my sub-zero home. JUST SHUT UP. i'm going crazy, and i mean it. ARGH. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() some picutres taken with my handphone. not bad, except for my huge eyebags because i haven't been sleeping well. hai, forget it. ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() ![]() some pictures bah. don't feel like blogging currently, felt so frustrated with my mama. ARGH. god damn it.
Monday, September 11, 2006
well, to start off, i'm done with 'The Magicians of Love' which is absolutely great! haha, mingdao really damn shuai lah, though his hair is not that nice, lol. secondly, i've finally bought my k800i and also change my number le. however, those who did not receive my msg, tell me okay? hmm, and i shall update about yesterday and today.
yesterday, sunday, 1oseptember2oo6. slept at 5am in the morning and woke up at 9am to buy my handphone. blahblahblah~ was late for an hour plus for meeting limying, clement and guanfeng. took a train down to cityhall and headed for victoria theatre. we were like the only teenagers among the adults and elderly? hmm, i guess most were at the circle seats because the ground seats were full quite early. the performance started with some boring japanese performances, this and that. our dancers did a great job, it was a captivating performance[: during the interval, i overheard an old man praising our dancers eh, haha! then there was this one-man show of this japanese, which was damn hilarious because he was holding this mop-liked thing, doing some funny stunts or whatsoever. the theatre of filled with giggles and clement, limying and i were laughing our heads off. he was more like making a fool out of himself on the stage, not to mention the second last item which seems like a ritual? like what clement said, this is what the japanese had created after 3ooyears of isolating themselves from the world, lol. there was also this guy who sneezed so loudly [inconsiderate act!], and not for once, but countless times. okay, sad to say, the three of us can't stop laughing at that pathetic guy, whoever he is. well, it's quite warm in there, so we can't really figure out why he's sneezing. headed to novena with limying, while the guys went to join the others. bought some art materials and had a fabulous dinner at noodle hut with limying. ordered a huge bowl of noodles and a friedrice to share, the waitress was pretty surprised by our enormous appetite! but we can't help it, cause we were starving! lol. had minimelts later, and took some pictures[: today. slept through most of the dnt periods. and that mrng asked me to take care of my pimple! haha, so stupid right, and so, i gave him the usual -.- face. had science test after that, which i slept again. skipped my recess, no appetite. had english [reading's nice~!], maths [mr ang suan-ed me that i'm too short to reach the top of the whiteboard because i'm cleaning it.], skipped one period of literature for some CO errands and had boring higherchinese with mdmgoh. went to khatib central macdonalds for lunch with limying and headed home. soon, you'll be gone. hai. <33!
Sunday, September 10, 2006
time will automatically helps us keep our beautiful memories.
i'll choose to keep the beautiful memories of ours, in my heart.
Saturday, September 09, 2006
yesterday.
had CO which somehow sucks initially but not too bad later on. at first, it sucks because i'm having some problems with playing out the song and the damn conductor hit my head which made me wanna beat him up badly. anyway, it rocks because ruting and i were joking around with all those 'zhaobaobei' stuffs, laughing non-stop. haha, laughter is the solution, i guess. then rushed to the polyclinic for my bloodtest result [it's okay!], and i waited over an hour just to see the nonsensical heyhey doctor who said that she's gonna refer me to IMH's sleep clinic or whatsoever. that simply freak me out because i'm not insane? however, it turns out to be KKH instead of IMH, phew, thanks goodness. went back to school to help out with the environmental project. i can't believe that my whole week of holiday was spent on this dumb robot which is taller than me and look quite great, haha. nothing much later on. today. received a call for the appointment at KKH. i went with mama to KKH only to find out that the particular department is closed? wasted trip down, but relieved. i'm kinda afraid that the doctor may give me some therapy or something. anyway, took a train back home and was pretty crossed with mama for some reasons. returned home and how rare, i fell asleep? now that i'm awake, how much i hope that i hadn't took a nap because of that nightmare. it's so frightening, it's so dark. omg, and my phobia towards darkness is back again! godblessme. the moment i woke up, i started crying non-stop for 15mins. i don't intend to have an early night later because i know i won't sleep. argh. however, that's two things to rejoice on though. one, i'm going to buy my k800i tomorrow morning[: and second, i'm going out to watch the afternoon concert with limying, clement and guanfeng[: great day ahead, i suppose. you wouldn't know how much it hurts until you feel it. those words that you said that night were really heartbreaking. does that mark the end of us? <33!> iloveyou.
Friday, September 08, 2006
i wanna clarify something- it's not that i want to be late, is i can't help it! those around me are just too punctual. haha.
to start off, i'm late again for meeting limying. this time round, 35min. had our lunch on our way to school and was late again for project, 50min. lol, okay. started on the project and was pretty satisfied with it, because the whole inner structure was being done quite beautifully and is only left with the decorations and adding some colours to it. however, sad to say, i'm shorter than the robot. argh. nvm. anyway, went for CO practice. then the teacher was like complaining about what can attract our attention this and that, and suddenly, i thought of- MINGDAO! lol, he's so suave. haha, then throughout the practice, the teacher was like hitting her chest [and i was wondering, aren't she in pain?], and saying what retard [which made me&ruting giggled!], etc. so in the end, me&ruting can't stop laughing like some mad women from mentalhospital-.- well, we did try hard to suppress our laughter, but she still caught us giggling and asked us to share our joke which made us giggled even harder. so in conclusion, ruting&i were being chased out of the room to continue laughing and return after we've finish. the moment we stepped out, we laughoutloud! hahaha, it's just so incredible that we still continued laughing after 15minutes when we were out. hmm, are we insane? haha, i doubt so, it's the teacher, i guess. great day[: busy day ahead. morning have CO from 9 to 12. then doctor appointment at 1.30. rushing back to cchy for the project. wahh! i'm kinda scared to collect my bloodtest report tmr, wishmeluck! :] FRUSTRATIONS. firstly, you made up false assumptions of your own made-believe then according to them, you pointed your finger at me for something that is way untrue. don't you find it lucidious? secondly, she had already given in to you and forgave you despite the fact that you're the one in the wrong. now in turn, you don't feel that you have any wrong? third, you agreed to go with us in the first place, yet now, you intend to go with someone else and paiseh the person who you asked to go with. don't you feel that you're very self-absorbed, thinking that everything is suppose to change according to your perference? i can stand you saying that i'm unreasonable, attituded and whatsoever because i don't think there's a need for me to take you redundant comments to heart, however, i can't take it when you said that i bring my friend astray when i don't feel that i did. besides, if laughter and fun is countesd as bringing astray, then in future, please don't let me hear you laugh because i can simply accuse you of bringing me astray. don't forget, you just sit next to me. i've made it pretty obvious already, i'm sure you don't want your name to appear in the next post. so do think it through. i don't want to create any disharmony in 2d`o6 at this point of time.
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
![]() that's how the products + greentea looked like. haha. today, i was late again for bout 20min. haha, sorry eh, limying, but you were late too eh! lol, had macdonalds and headed to school for the environmental project with [ed]ward, yongchun and songrong. hmm, can't really do much initially because the bamboo sticks couldn't be sawed. we had no idea where the heck is the d&t room guy. at bout three, a person by the name of ward, was hungry when he had eaten a sandwich earlier at bout one. and he was a veryvery fussy person who requested for lotsa stuffs and said," green tea not cold one, i don't want!" in mandarin. and yongchun who was a simple guy simply said he wanted the same as ward. so limying and i set off to khatib central. we bought everything that was needed and was only left with the cold greentea. we had no choice, but to go to the NTUC but in vain. so what i did was to remove a product from the container that was filled with ice and replaced it with a bottle of greentea. it was kinda stupid though, but that was what i thought of at that point of time. all of a sudden, a customer wanted to take a look at the promoted product, so came the promoter who was horrified to see a greenteabottle among her products. laughoutlouds* quickly zoomed past the promoter and took the greenteabottle that she had left aside, without she noticing it. in the end, we bought a pack of ice back, just for the person named ward. went back to school, and we were sweating profusely due to the humid weather and running here and there like some idiots, lol. had some fun though, haha. did the project till bout 5.30pm and went home. by the time i reached home, i was darn fatigued. hit the pillow the moment i went home. was awaken by my dog which was barking so loudly because my irritating neighbour was making some dumb sound which irritate my xiaohei. what the hell. then went for my bath and smelled so great, lol. " green tea not cold one, i don't want!" in mandarin- by edward!
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
sian. received yvonne's morning call at 9.40am this morning? and i fell asleep again, not of much effect i guess. then received amelia's msg at 10am when i'm supposedly meeting them at 10.30am? lol, i was late again! went up to the foodcourt and saw yvonne's brother and mother. then i mistaken her brother for her father, and addressed him as, "UNCLE!" which made him choked on his food?! lol. made a laughing stock out of myself again-.- woohooo. went to buy the ingredients at 888plaza, and i sat in the pushing trolley. the moment i entered the supermarket, everyone's eyes was on me. so darn embarrassing lah, haha.
went back to yvonne's house and were locked outside because her mother had not returned from the market-.- finally, back! started and i'm the CHEF! amelia's my ASSISTANT CHEF! and poor yvonne's the TRAINEE! so sad eh. hahaha. had lotsa laughing scenes in between. lol. in conclusion, we baked 2 heavenly-taste pizzas, cooked 2campbellsoups which tastes fabulous, drank yakult, made steamedcorn, etc? yeah, it's a success. however, i'm late for my study-session with amanda for 2hours? poorthing. why is she always so punctual? haha. but it's alright, cause basically, we just gossipped and played in the library, amelia&amanda&me. headed for causeway, had some gelare's waffle icecream because it's at half-price today. saw ___&___, heeee. the icecream was terrific man! amanda's waffle was like a sampan and ameila's&mine were like cruise? hahaha! then back to home. had some barbecue thingy at home for no reason, only ate a pathetic few pieces and a crab. then all of a sudden, my mama went berserk and began rattling&nagging at my sister and i. what the hell? so sick&tired of it, can't she just give me a break? she does things all without any reason and blame us for nothing? i just wanna stay away from home as much as possible. it's the best way to avoid more unnecessary&ridiculous quarrels, i guess. ARGH! tears drop just like rain. i tried to pretend the wound doesn't exist. but still, it hurts. i would rather i didn't ask you before.
some dumbdumb pictures of limying&me. so sunny, can't even open my eyes-.- limying looks so cute eh? lol. this is taken on 29aug, on a rainy day, without any rainbows.if someday, the government may allow euthanasia, do allow me to be the first one then. ARGH. why did you kept silent why i asked you? i had been waiting for your explanation, you know it. by keeping silence, you're just implying that you did say that before, and i don't believe that you'll say that of me. people that i trust most, are always those who choose not to believe me. what can i say? it's just so saddening.. hai. forget it. okay, let's change the darn dull subject. today, went back to school for the environmental project. and so surprisingly, i wasn't late. and much more surprisingly, the leader was late?! grrrrr. perhaps, i should just be late in future. nothing much. limying and i discovered a trolley-car? lol, and we go round the school playing, pulling the car behing us, riding each other. it was real fun. haha, and when we saw the heyhey securityguard, off we ran like some mental hospital patients-.- great afternoon. didn't do much. headed for northpoint and had kfc. looked for the required materials for the project and walkwalkwalk with limying. guess what? i saw BIG-SOTONG! but he still said i'm still as short as ever, and as blur as ever. lol. went home and packed my drawers, don't feel like talking. <3> are you giving me hopes?
Monday, September 04, 2006
why did things turn out so unexpectedly?
i dread that outcome that's approaching. i know, i just don't have the courage to face reality. let alone, deal with it. where does this road ahead of me leads to? i bet it's the deadend. because i can't see any light behind it. you told me,"when rain stops, rainbow will appear." yet you didn't add on, "in a blink, the rainbow just vanishes in front of you." and that's how i lost my way to the rainbow..
i found myself crying silently, in a corner.
feeling the lonliness and emptiness within me. unable to find myself anywhere. i thought i saw you, right before me. i reached out, only to find that it's just my illusion. where have you been?..
Saturday, September 02, 2006
it's pretty boring. having some darn headache when i woke up. kinda afraid because i'm collecting the damn bloodtest this friday, godblessme. hai. sian.
Friday, September 01, 2006
wellwell, finally the photos for the SCH are being uploaded. so i guess i only have to wake for yvonne who is currently sound asleep to send me the HCI's pictures. hahaa. so nice eh, heee. happy viewing, guys!
wednesday. i skipped school in the morning and and returned to school in the afternoon. well, i wasn't feeling too well when i woke up, so i simply just took my medicine and went back to bed to rest. returned to school to collect my progress report which seriously sucks more than anything. god bless me that i'll get into a doublescience class and i'll be contented. continued the teacher's day thingy and we were rushing for time. at five, we then suddenly recalled that the school needed to be evacuated at 5.15pm because of the teacher's day dinner. sian-.- practically dumped all the materials into the bag and ran out of school like some aunties just back from a greatsingaporesale? hmm. went to [ed]ward's house to complete the teacher's day thingy. so sian. then yoketing, ruting and ward went to bake their cookies for the teachers and michal, clement, dardee[sr], pk[pohkang] and i continued which was more like a gossip-cum-craft session. haha, but it's quite fun though[: watched the incredibletales at ward's house which was alright, not too scary and realised that there's quite some flaws? haha, how fake. returned home and rested.... [heeeee!] went out in the morning and took a taxi to dardee's house, and i'm the last to reach. ward, yoketing, ruting, pk and michal had already reached. it was eerie in the morning because all you can see is darkness. goddamnit. finished all the teacher's day cards and started on the 2d'o6 collage heart for miss see. others except ward, michal and me were already sound asleep. finally done and we were proud of it! heeee, yeah ward&michal? lol. had some milo and mee by dardee's parents which were alright and headed for school. thurday. it was teacher's day! pretty fatigued because i didn't sleep for a wink the whole darn night. stayed up the whole night to complete that 2d'o6 collage heart. heeeee. however, according to michal, miss see like not very appreciative of it? wth, but anyway, maybe we're mistaken? so still, hope miss see likes it[: we sprayed miss see with the crazyribbon like some insanes, and gongjing still purposely went to the front where miss see was standing and sprayed her? the whole class was like laughoutlouds! hahaa, and miss see said," i'll rmb this day." or smthg like that, hahaa. went to do the ACES exercise which is so -.- but did have quite some laughs with gladys. lol, and proceeded to the hall to watch the 'duibuqi,laoshi' by chenliping. coconutchua&ruting cried eh? hahaa, surprisingly i didn't. because usually i'm the first to cry when watching this type of touching movies, hee. just that my eyes watered and dried, nothing much. lol. had recess and headed back to class for the progress report. went back to hall to watch the teacher's day performance. quite entertaining siah, sat near middle with zhengshun, gongjing, zhijie, honqi, yuiki, munchung, huineng, etc. lol. and zhijie and me were doing saying some stupid stuffs like that performer is my husband, and she's my wife, she's my maid, etc. so laughoutlouds can! rushed to evg after the release and met some friends- wenyi, stacy, jeanette, kelly, shelia, layting, szemin, james, angsiang, etc. took a picture with my primaryschooldaddy-james who turned so damn shuai! heee, wenyi and i were crazy over him. JAMES' FANCLUB? haha, then the above names excluding layting and szemin went to causeway and had our late lunch and took some neoprints which i'm lazy to scan, perhaps other times. had great time there, and we parted ard five. sadden, but memorable[: went back home, and i slept for three hours, woke up at 9pm to eat chickenwings and watched television. slept at 10pm and missed 'wo ai jin san shun'. wth. today. i woke up at 11 when i'm supposed to meet with my primary school friends to play basketball at 9? heee, sorry eh. so instead i went to causeway with my mama, sister and brother to buy my k800i, only to realise that my sister had outstanding bills that have yet to be paid, which means that i can't purchase my handphone and landed my in a state of total disappointment. forget it lah. my uncle went to meet us at causeway later on, and we had lunch at crystal jade and cost him hundred over bucks. still, it's worth it, cause i ate damn much [record: sihui ate the most day for the month!]. nothing much, headed back home and here i am-.- yvonne just sent me the photos! hee. |